challenges and difficulties
Kaci Brown has a critical, cynical attitude towards many religions and philosophies. Without realizing it, she prevents herself from appreciating new viewpoints and attitudes. Brown is more rigid and dogmatic than she realizes. Her approach may also be too intellectual or moralistic. Kaci Brown takes her own political beliefs and spiritual philosophy very seriously, worrying and fretting if she is not 100% clear about some ideology or theory.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Kaci from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Kaci Brown feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Brown remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Kaci Brown needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Kaci accomplish this task.
Her faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Kaci Brown has for her life are firmly held in check by her sense of reality. At times she may wish for more freedom, but Kaci also fears it and holds back. Kaci Brown may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for her own inhibitions.
She is serious and sincere about her interests, does not accept superficial answers and is not easily placated. Kaci wants her inspirations to become reality and she does not mind upsetting a few apple carts in the process. Kaci Brown becomes impatient with others for being hesitant to implement new ideas and take action, and her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Very cautious and reserved, Kaci Brown may find it difficult to express herself. She is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to derive much cooperation from them, which causes Kaci to be disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kaci Brown instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kaci Brown needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Brown's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Kaci Brown has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Brown's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Sagittarius
Saturn in 4th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Uranus
Saturn Opposition Mars/Asc.
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 6th house