challenges and difficulties
Jyrki has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Jyrki 69.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Jyrki from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Jyrki 69 feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Jyrki 69 remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Jyrki 69 needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Jyrki accomplish this task.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Jyrki 69 has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but Jyrki also fears it and holds back. Jyrki 69 may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
At times Jyrki 69 struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Jyrki 69 has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Jyrki occasionally.
Jyrki 69 tends to be his own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of himself and harshly criticizing or persecuting himself when he does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in his life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Jyrki's belief that he must struggle alone.
He is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Jyrki 69 develops his power and inner strength. However, Jyrki 69 should not make life harder than it is. He must give himself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that he is only human.
Jyrki 69 has a serious outlook on life and a tendency to dwell on his own flaws as well as those of everyone else. Jyrki 69 may be rather reserved with people and may find it difficult to express himself, thereby leaving a more negative impression than he intended.
His outlook on life is inclined to be somewhat negative and Jyrki 69 tries to avoid relationships and social interaction as much as possible. There is a morose side to Jyrki's nature that makes him feel that no one cares about him, that life is difficult and perhaps not even worthwhile.
His disposition is somewhat melancholic and Jyrki 69 may have a rather pessimistic outlook. Jyrki has an inner need to be alone and to engage in deep meditation. Jyrki 69 takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from his mistakes.
He is inclined to preserve and build up his heritage. Others are attracted to him, but at the same time Jyrki 69 gives the impression of being unapproachable. Jyrki 69 tends to hold back his feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in his love relationships.
At some point in his life Jyrki 69 may experience a tragic love relationship that affects him deeply. He may remain heavily burdened by certain disturbing experiences, thereby rendering Jyrki cold or bitter.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jyrki 69 instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jyrki 69 needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Jyrki 69 - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Jyrki 69 tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Jyrki 69 is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Jyrki 69's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Jyrki 69 needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in his way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Jyrki 69 is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Jyrki 69's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, he needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
He is very socially minded and it is easy for Jyrki 69 to show his affection. His family or community probably provided fertile ground for his development. Jyrki 69 may love to show off a little and he thrives on being involved with others in joyful group activities.
Jyrki 69 has a strong desire to take part in social functions and entertainment and cultivate an active exchange of thoughts with others. Jyrki also appreciates associations and has the ability to carry enterprises to a successful conclusion through teamwork.
Jyrki 69 considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. He always strives for intellectual control in his environment and tends to dominate his relationships. Jyrki 69 has a strong desire to be the spokesman in his community.
Jyrki likes to be constantly on the go and tends to have a hectic family life. He knows how to eliminate competition, but should guard against rising to the top in his position at the expense of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 4th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
Saturn Opposition Sun/Mercury
Saturn Opposition Sun/MC
Saturn Opposition Mercury/MC
Saturn Opposition Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Venus/Pluto
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Uranus/MC