challenges and difficulties
London both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting herself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Julie, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Julie London is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for London.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Julie. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Julie London is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. London wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Julie has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Julie London needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. London will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Julie London strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Lacking confidence in herself, Julie London has the feeling that her luck has abandoned her. She is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, placing too much emphasis on wishful thinking and is disappointed when nothing happens.
A bit stubborn and self-willed, Julie London persists no matter what obstacles she has to overcome. She has great endurance and strength and she forces herself to work very hard. Julie London could be somewhat one-sided in the pursuit of her objectives.
She is inclined to be rather serious and withdrawn. Feeling very uncomfortable in the presence of others, Julie London shies away from social contacts and prefers to be by herself.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Julie London instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Julie London needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Julie London is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Julie London's growth. Julie London needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in trying to strike a balance between London's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Julie London needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The following are specific activities that will support Julie London in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to London, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Julie London's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of London's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Julie.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 8th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Pluto
Saturn Opposition N. Node/Asc.
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto