challenges and difficulties
Ladd is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Jordan Ladd may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Jordan.
Jordan may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Jordan Ladd is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Ladd wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Jordan Ladd tends to be very sensitive to her surroundings and is strongly influenced by the prevailing conditions surrounding her. Jordan may feel that she has more obligations than she can properly handle, and that it is hopeless to even try.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jordan Ladd instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jordan Ladd needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Jordan Ladd to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Jordan Ladd needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Jordan directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Ladd's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is deep within herself, as Jordan Ladd faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Jordan Ladd keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Jordan Ladd in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Ladd, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Jordan Ladd should become more aware of the spiritual side of life and its underlying unity by getting involved in charitable activities and opening up her psychic channels. Meditation that develops Ladd's intuitive abilities, as well as learning about the unseen side of life through her own dream experiences or altered states of awareness, can be important steps in Jordan's path.
Moreover, musical and artistic or imaginative endeavors will be important to her.
Ladd considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. She always strives for intellectual control in her environment and tends to dominate her relationships. Jordan Ladd has a strong desire to be the spokesman in her community.
Ladd makes a big impression on everyone she meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Jordan Ladd very fascinating and she is likely to see herself as their model in groups or associations.
Jordan should take extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Jordan Ladd could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Opposition Moon/Neptune
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Asc.