challenges and difficulties
Jonathan has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Knight.
Knight is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Jonathan Knight does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Jonathan Knight better than being with groups of his own peers.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jonathan Knight instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jonathan Knight needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Jonathan Knight - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Knight tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Jonathan Knight is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Knight's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Jonathan Knight needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in any involvements he has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Jonathan Knight is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jonathan Knight back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Jonathan Knight seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
The following are specific activities that will support Jonathan Knight in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Knight, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Jonathan Knight should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
Jonathan Knight should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Jonathan Knight has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Jonathan Knight's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Jonathan may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
Knight is able to cooperate with people harmoniously, and others see him as a welcome comrade. Jonathan likes to work hand-in-hand with everyone and has excellent teamwork ability.
He is somewhat restless and unpredictable by nature, and as a result, others may see Jonathan as a little unstable. Jonathan Knight is inclined to involve himself with unusual enterprises and tends to become overly excited in the presence of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 11th house
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Opposition Mars/Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Mars/Uranus