Jon-Erik Hexum motivation
Behind Hexum's rather cool, conservative, somewhat impersonal and businesslike demeanor (as described on the previous page), he is much more passionate and emotional. Jon-Erik Hexum often conceals his vulnerability beneath a veneer of toughness or indifference.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, he is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Jon-Erik Hexum is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and he only allows a special few into his inner world. Like a wary animal, he is cautious and mistrustful of those he does not know until "he sniffs them out". He is highly instinctive and intuitive. Jon-Erik Hexum usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though he may be unable to clearly articulate why he feels the way he does. His feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Jon-Erik Hexum also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and he forms very intense love bonds and attachments. He is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that he perceives as a threat to his relationship with someone he loves. When Jon-Erik Hexum commits himself to someone or something, he is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Jon-Erik merges with or "marries" the person he loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for him, and often stormy and nasty. When Hexum has been wounded, he is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Jon-Erik will most certainly never forget the hurt and he often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to him.
Whatever he does, Jon-Erik does with passion and fervor, and he often goes to extremes. Hexum can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Hexum can also be very narrow-minded: either he is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for him at all. Rarely is Jon-Erik Hexum emotionally detached and objective. He definitely has a fanatical streak. He is also immensely strong-willed and his tenacity in pursuing his objectives often borders on obsession. He is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.
Jon-Erik Hexum loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Jon-Erik never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Jon-Erik Hexum tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.
Hexum is very attracted to world travel, foreign cultures and studies that expand his intellectual horizons and broaden his understanding of the world.
Jon-Erik Hexum is philosophically inclined and concerned with seeking answers to the big questions of life or getting an overall picture of any situation. Abstract concepts and/or plans for the future occupy his mind much of the time.
Impulsive, restless and spontaneous, his life is apt to be somewhat unstable and full of sudden changes. Jon-Erik Hexum is extremely independent and craves excitement, adventure, freedom and discovery. Hexum has a rebellious streak and he often feels he is unusual and different from society's mainstream. The unorthodox and the novel appeal to him.
He is very receptive and sensitive but has a tendency to over-idealize, making his approach to love relationships, romance or marriage somewhat unrealistic. Jon-Erik Hexum also tends to be a bit absent-minded and naive, leaving himself open for being taken, swindled or lied to.
Maintaining relationships with friends and associates is very important to Jon-Erik Hexum and he keeps in touch with them through his shared interests. His friends are likely to be very supportive to Hexum in everything he does.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Capricorn and Sun in Scorpio
Sun in Scorpio
Sun in 9th house
Sun Square Uranus
Sun Conjunct Mercury/Neptune
Sun Conjunct N. Node/MC
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