challenges and difficulties
Zander doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Johnny is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Johnny Zander understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Johnny Zander is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Johnny Zander has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but Johnny also fears it and holds back. Johnny Zander may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Johnny Zander instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Johnny Zander needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Johnny Zander has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Johnny Zander needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Johnny Zander needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in his work and his relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Zander's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 6th house