challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Bonham. John Bonham tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for John.
It may be difficult for John Bonham to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
John may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, John Bonham also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
He is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Bonham is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. John Bonham is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate his innermost feelings and thoughts.
He is somewhat pessimistic and prone to states of depression. John Bonham may feel like withdrawing from everything and that he is not adequately equipped to handle his life. He may need someone else's point of view to balance his overly pessimistic outlook.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which John Bonham instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction John Bonham needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
John Bonham benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives John Bonham a sense of inner balance.
John Bonham has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... John needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Bonham also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is deep within himself, as John Bonham faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that John Bonham keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/Neptune
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 12th house