John Enos III
challenges and difficulties
John has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave him feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with his peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Enos.
It may be difficult for John Enos III to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
John may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, John Enos III also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
John Enos III strives and struggles a great deal with his ideals or spiritual aspirations. He may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or he may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, he can never quite divorce himself from his idealistic concerns.
John tries to keep his sensuality under control and is likely to suppress the tension he feels in his love relationships. At times he could feel somewhat emotionally inhibited, while at others, John Enos III may have a strong wish to break all moral barriers.
He is inclined to feel inferior and may easily be taken in by others. John has to guard against being deceived or used by others, though his intentions may be good. John Enos III must not let his desire to have things cloud his ability to see what is really happening.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which John Enos III instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction John Enos III needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
John Enos III's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Enos' instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress John Enos III is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but John should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution John Enos III can offer the world at large.
It is in any involvements he has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that John Enos III is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The specific habits which are likely to hold John Enos III back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
John Enos III's rigid self-control overly restricts his ability to freely express himself or explore possibilities. He is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. He tends to be fearful, judgmental towards himself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside himself. John Enos III should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Enos' responsibility.
His feelings are heightened when he is with others and John Enos III has the ability to open up to them and show his feelings without reservation. John Enos III is led by his instincts and likely to have many spontaneous relationships with other people.
His relationships with others may be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, John Enos III avoids opposition and escapes his responsibilities. In his relationships he is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Opposition Venus/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Neptune
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Mars/Neptune