challenges and difficulties
Jimmy has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Boyd.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Jimmy Boyd does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Jimmy Boyd must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jimmy Boyd instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jimmy Boyd needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
He is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on his path, but when under stress Jimmy Boyd becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what he has, he is apt to ignore the subtle signals he receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Jimmy Boyd needs to learn the limits of his ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for him. Boyd also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward his appetites and desires, as Jimmy Boyd tends to overindulge and/or deny himself excessively.
It is in his marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. He may see the qualities that he needs to develop more fully (described above) in his partner. It is important for Jimmy Boyd to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in his life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them himself. Jimmy Boyd has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about himself through others.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jimmy Boyd back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Jimmy Boyd seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
The following are specific activities that will support Jimmy Boyd in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Boyd, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Jimmy Boyd should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems he faces. It is in Boyd's best interest to act on his own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for him. Jimmy Boyd needs to assert himself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Jimmy needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick himself up, and go! He also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
Jimmy has an inspiring, trustworthy and courteous manner, bringing lots of friends and acquaintances with similar interests into his life. His parental home is probably very harmonious and Jimmy Boyd feels strongly connected with his family.
Jimmy Boyd has a sympathetic understanding of other people and the ability to easily adapt himself to them. His emotional fulfillment is likely to come through his relationships with others and Boyd will probably feel a soul-affinity with many of them.
Jimmy Boyd tends to have far-reaching associations and a strong desire to be involved with people of high society. He is likely to achieve great success through joint ventures with others and could do well in some form of political activity.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Moon
N. Node Conjunct Moon/MC
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Pluto