challenges and difficulties
Jillian Hall has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Hall knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Jillian Hall may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Jillian must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Hall is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Jillian Hall does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Jillian Hall better than being with groups of her own peers.
Jillian Hall has a tendency to feel inadequate, perhaps even unlovable, and she tends to withdraw from others. Consequently, Hall may feel lonely and out of touch with everyone, and that she has no support from anyone.
Quite reserved and somewhat inhibited in her relationships with others, Jillian Hall may feel that she is better off by herself. Jillian feels that she does not fit in very well with people and she finds teamwork difficult.
Jillian Hall tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that her will is blocked in some way. Jillian may find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on her goals, which she may consider unworthy.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jillian Hall instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jillian Hall needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jillian Hall's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Hall's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Jillian Hall is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Jillian should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Jillian Hall can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Jillian Hall is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Jillian Hall needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Hall.
The following are specific activities that will support Jillian Hall in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Hall, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Jillian Hall should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. She needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with her family or a community that can support her and give her a sense of safety and belonging.
Jillian Hall should develop her listening skills and deepen her understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Jillian Hall has to learn to trust her own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. She needs to care for herself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Jillian Hall's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from her past and use it in a new way. (If she is so inclined, Jillian may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts she has already developed).
Jillian Hall has a friendly, open and sociable demeanor and a strong desire to cultivate relationships with warm and congenial people. She may enjoy participating in artistic events and she likes to associate with art lovers.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Mars/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Venus