challenges and difficulties
Clayburgh doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Jill is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
Clayburgh is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Jill Clayburgh does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Jill Clayburgh better than being with groups of her own peers.
Her ambition and desire for power could be somewhat out of proportion and Clayburgh can be quite ruthless in dealing with obstacles and difficulties she may be faced with. Jill Clayburgh must learn to control her temper and be willing to compromise.
Clayburgh works quietly to get ahead, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for her efforts. Reserved and shy, Jill Clayburgh tends to build a wall between herself and others and she seems to be more receptive to older and mature people.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may think of Jill Clayburgh as quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Clayburgh should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
Basically shy, Jill may become a bit inhibited when talking with other people. Jill Clayburgh tends to withdraw from others and likes to live a humble, quiet live in seclusion. She may get involved with a group of a secretive nature, although Clayburgh is not one to join groups in general.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jill Clayburgh instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jill Clayburgh needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jill Clayburgh's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Clayburgh's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Jill Clayburgh is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Jill should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Jill Clayburgh can offer the world at large.
It is deep within herself, as Jill Clayburgh faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Jill Clayburgh keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Jill Clayburgh in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Clayburgh, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Jill Clayburgh's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Clayburgh's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Jill.
Clayburgh cooperates with others in a vigorous and energetic way. Her motto seems to be "one for all and all for one", and she feels strongly connected with others. In fact, Jill Clayburgh looks upon other people as necessary for a worthwhile life.
Clayburgh is able to achieve good cooperation with people, and others see her as a welcome comrade. Jill likes to work hand in hand with everyone and has an excellent sense of team-work.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/N. Node
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Mars
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Jupiter