Jesse L. Martin
challenges and difficulties
Jesse has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Martin.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Jesse L. Martin does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Jesse L. Martin must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
He is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of his objectives. Jesse L. Martin has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in his way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
He is inclined to be rather serious and withdrawn. As he feels very uncomfortable in the presence of others, Jesse L. Martin shies away from social contacts and prefers to be by himself.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jesse L. Martin instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jesse L. Martin needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Jesse L. Martin - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Martin tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Jesse L. Martin is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Martin's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Jesse L. Martin needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is deep within himself, as Jesse L. Martin faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Jesse L. Martin keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jesse L. Martin back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Jesse L. Martin tends to over-rely on luck or grace, living for tomorrow and gambling. Jesse is overconfident and tends to overextend himself and take on more than is humanly possible. Jesse is often dogmatic about his philosophy of life or religious beliefs.
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Jesse L. Martin seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
He may have an inner fear of separation and could feel left out or ignored at times. Either Jesse L. Martin did not receive much affection while he was growing up or it had to be shared with others. Jesse may find it difficult to show his love in his relationships.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Opposition Mars/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct N. Node/Asc.
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Saturn