challenges and difficulties
Jesse Jane has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Jane knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Jesse Jane may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Jesse must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Jesse Jane does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Jesse Jane must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Jesse Jane strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Her upbringing may have been either too demanding or somewhat lax. Jesse Jane resists any attempt to restrict her freedom and has the ability to devote extraordinary efforts toward overcoming any inhibitions or difficulties that she may have.
Jesse Jane has a tendency to feel inadequate, perhaps even unlovable, and she tends to withdraw from others. Consequently, Jane may feel lonely and out of touch with everyone, and that she has no support from anyone.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jesse Jane instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jesse Jane needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jesse Jane's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Jane's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Jesse Jane is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Jesse should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Jesse Jane can offer the world at large.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Jesse Jane is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Jesse has an inspiring, trustworthy and courteous manner, bringing lots of friends and acquaintances with similar interests into her life. Her parental home is probably very harmonious and Jesse Jane feels strongly connected with her family.
She is reserved and somewhat conservative in presenting her viewpoints to others and prefers a philosophical discussion to small talk. Jesse Jane is quite selective in her choice of subjects and only wants to study what is really of interest to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Asc.
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Moon
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Saturn