challenges and difficulties
Kirk both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Jenny, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Jennifer Kirk is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Kirk.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Jennifer Kirk works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
She is susceptible to deception by others and may encounter people who dissuade her from her objectives and try to use her vulnerability to their advantage. Jennifer Kirk should watch her relationships very carefully so she will not get seriously hurt or disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jennifer Kirk instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jennifer Kirk needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jennifer Kirk needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Jenny's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Kirk's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Jennifer Kirk to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Jennifer Kirk is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Jennifer Kirk needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Jennifer Kirk is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Jennifer Kirk needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Kirk.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jennifer Kirk back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
She is somewhat restless and unpredictable by nature, and as a result, others may see Jenny as a little unstable. Jennifer Kirk is inclined to involve herself with unusual enterprises and tends to become overly excited in the presence of other people.
Jennifer Kirk tends to have far-reaching associations and a strong desire to be involved with people of high society. She is likely to achieve great success through joint ventures with others and could do well in some form of political activity.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/Asc.
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Opposition Mars/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Pluto