challenges and difficulties
Jennifer Grant often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Grant.
Jennifer Grant takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of herself at work that she compromises her health. Jennifer can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Jennifer Grant is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Grant can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Jennifer has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Jennifer Grant needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Grant will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Jennifer Grant seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Jennifer has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Jennifer Grant may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Grant.
Jennifer Grant feels that she must work very hard and struggle against tremendous odds that impede her chances of fulfilling her life's ambitions. Jennifer may adopt a very hard, cynical, or nihilistic attitude that will only drag her down further. There are major problems with her father or figures of authority. Jennifer Grant may fail simply to spite "them", without realizing that she is primarily hurting herself. If she can overcome her feelings of loneliness, bitterness or isolation, and direct her energies toward constructive endeavors, Grant can be immensely effective because of her tremendous tenacity and potential for achievement.
Somewhat stubborn and self-willed, Jennifer Grant persists no matter what obstacles she has to overcome. She has great endurance and strength and she forces herself to work very hard. Jennifer Grant may be somewhat one-sided in the pursuit of her objectives.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jennifer Grant instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jennifer Grant needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jennifer Grant benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Jennifer Grant a sense of inner balance.
Jennifer Grant has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Jennifer needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Grant also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Jennifer Grant has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Grant will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Jennifer Grant in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Grant, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Jennifer Grant should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. She needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with her family or a community that can support her and give her a sense of safety and belonging.
Jennifer Grant should develop her listening skills and deepen her understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Jennifer Grant has to learn to trust her own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. She needs to care for herself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Jennifer Grant's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from her past and use it in a new way. (If she is so inclined, Jennifer may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts she has already developed).
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 6th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Pluto
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Pluto
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon