challenges and difficulties
Jenna Haze takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Jenna enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Jenna Haze also fears entrapment in close relationships.
It may be difficult for Jenna Haze to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Jenna may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Jenna Haze also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Haze is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Jenna Haze is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Jenna Haze has a tendency to feel inadequate, perhaps even unlovable, and she tends to withdraw from others. Consequently, Haze may feel lonely and out of touch with everyone, and that she has no support from anyone.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Jenna Haze has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jenna Haze instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jenna Haze needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Jenna Haze is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Jenna Haze's growth. Jenna Haze needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Jenna Haze needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Jenna Haze should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jenna Haze back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The tendency for self-indulgence, laziness, and over-reliance on the generosity or affection of others, as well as making love relationships, social life and superficial pleasures more important than anything else in her life.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
Saturn Opposition Moon/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Venus