challenges and difficulties
Crain both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Jeanne, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Jeanne Crain is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Crain.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Jeanne Crain does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Jeanne Crain must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jeanne Crain instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jeanne Crain needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Jeanne Crain's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Crain's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Jeanne Crain is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Jeanne should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Jeanne Crain can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Jeanne Crain is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Jeanne Crain needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Crain.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house