challenges and difficulties
Jason has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Donovan.
It may be difficult for Jason Donovan to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Jason may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Jason Donovan also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
At times Jason Donovan struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Jason Donovan has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Jason occasionally.
Jason Donovan tends to be his own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of himself and harshly criticizing or persecuting himself when he does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in his life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Jason's belief that he must struggle alone.
He is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Jason Donovan develops his power and inner strength. However, Jason Donovan should not make life harder than it is. He must give himself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that he is only human.
Jason Donovan tends to have a pessimistic outlook and he seems to be plagued by deep inner conflicts, which could severely undermine his strength. Self-critical and uncertain about his goals, Jason feels that he cannot live up to his ideals and ends up disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jason Donovan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jason Donovan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Jason Donovan - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Donovan tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Jason Donovan is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Donovan's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Jason Donovan needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
The arena he is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Jason Donovan should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials he feels he possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The following are specific activities that will support Jason Donovan in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Donovan, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Jason Donovan should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. He may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Donovan's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. He is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Jason really wants such jobs or not, usually because he has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.
There may be considerable obstacles in his path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Donovan's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.
Jason has an inner need to share his experiences with others and he talks to his friends and acquaintances in a very open manner. Socially minded, Jason Donovan likes to cultivate close relationships, especially with women.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
Saturn Opposition Neptune/Pluto
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Conjunct Saturn
N. Node Opposition Moon/Asc.