challenges and difficulties
Mewes is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Jason Mewes may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Jason.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Jason Mewes understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But Jason Mewes is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Jason Mewes will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Jason feel a little out of step with others. Jason Mewes takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Jason feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Jason Mewes has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
At times Jason Mewes struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Jason Mewes has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Jason occasionally.
He is inclined to exercise self-control and tries to suppress his inner excitability or irritability. However, Mewes can be somewhat self-willed and determined to be independent. If Jason Mewes feels that someone is holding him down too much, he may suddenly break up the relationship.
Jason Mewes tends to be somewhat gloomy and may feel that life is difficult and that his will is blocked in some way. Jason may find it hard to make decisions and to concentrate on his goals, which he may consider unworthy.
Jason Mewes has a desire to break away from tradition and to free himself from restrictive conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, he may suddenly become inhibited before he sets out on his goals, which could be to Mewes' detriment.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jason Mewes instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jason Mewes needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Jason Mewes to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Jason Mewes needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Jason directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Mewes' larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Mewes' inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Jason Mewes needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Jason Mewes back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Opposition Moon/Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Mars/MC
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun