challenges and difficulties
James Holzier has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. He is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that he discourages himself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Holzier knows it should be done.
He frequently over analyze or pick things apart mentally. James Holzier may be something of a hypochondriac also. James must learn that he does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax his unnecessarily high or strict standards.
His childhood or his relationships with his parents was restrictive, unloving, or unhappy in ways that may prevent James from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. James Holzier felt deprived in some manner, whether or not he actually was deprived in some way. Emotional separations or repression of his needs and feelings may typify his early life, at least as Holzier remembers it. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, James Holzier needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help James accomplish this.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which James Holzier instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction James Holzier needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
James Holzier's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Holzier's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress James Holzier is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but James should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution James Holzier can offer the world at large.
It is in his way of thinking, processing information and communicating that James Holzier is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Holzier's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, he needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The following are specific activities that will support James Holzier in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Holzier, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
James Holzier should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put himself "out there", be seen and shine. James needs to be willing to take on a leading role. He needs to be a hero - a protagonist in his own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities he possesses. Doing creative work that he is proud of - anything that comes from Holzier's heart and bears the stamp of Holzier's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than he is a way for James Holzier to grow and become more whole himself.
James Holzier should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
James Holzier should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. James Holzier has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in James Holzier's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, James may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
James has an inspiring, trustworthy and courteous manner, bringing lots of friends and acquaintances with similar interests into his life. His parental home is probably very harmonious and James Holzier feels strongly connected with his family.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 4th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Moon