challenges and difficulties
Hill is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, James Hill may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for James.
His attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, James Hill may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to him. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, James may tenaciously cling to his grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
His overall outlook on life is serious, and James Hill may feel that life or God will punish him if he does not watch his step!
James Hill tends to be emotionally shy, sensitive and awkward and may have difficulty expressing his true feelings, even when his affection is real. One of Hill's parents may have been too strict and unloving, and as a result, James may fear close relationships.
His ambition and desire for power may be somewhat out of proportion and Hill can be quite ruthless when faced with potential obstacles and difficulties. James Hill must learn to control his temper and be willing to compromise.
His attitude toward life is quite serious and he is very thorough. James has the need to be by himself and think out everything very carefully before he takes action. James Hill may enjoy doing some type of creative artwork involving hard or heavy materials.
He is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may find James Hill quarrelsome or nagging. His nervousness seems to stem from his tendency to over-work himself, and Hill should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
He is quite cool and reserved in matters of love relationships and tends to hold back his inclination for love. Somewhat inhibited with regard to relationships, James Hill is inclined to feel that he is better off staying by himself.
Hill is aware of his own shortcomings and is able to overcome many frustrations and limitations. He concentrates on his aims and goes about achieving them, even if he has to sacrifice something in the process.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which James Hill instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction James Hill needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
James Hill has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, James Hill needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. James Hill needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in his way of thinking, processing information and communicating that James Hill is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Hill's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, he needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold James Hill back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help himself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. James has a tendency to be a martyr.
Hill is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when he is with others. James Hill is inclined to establish relationships with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Venus
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Venus
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Venus/MC
Saturn Conjunct Pluto/MC
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Neptune