challenges and difficulties
Jacqueline Delubac often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Delubac.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Jacqueline Delubac does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Jacqueline Delubac must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Once she decides what she wants to do, Jacqueline Delubac will pursue her goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for her deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Jacqueline feel a little out of step with others. Jacqueline Delubac takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Jacqueline feels and how driven she is about the things that are important to her. Jacqueline Delubac has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to her, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
Her vitality tends to be a bit low and Jacqueline may have to fight against the tendency to be inactive. Easily discouraged, Jacqueline Delubac is inclined toward pessimism. Perhaps her upbringing was too authoritative, causing problems in her relationship with her parents.
Her outlook on life is inclined to be somewhat negative and Jacqueline Delubac tries to avoid relationships and social interaction as much as possible. There is a morose side to Jacqueline's nature that makes her feel that no one cares about her, that life is difficult and perhaps not even worthwhile.
She prefers to work alone rather than with others. Content on her own, Delubac tends to become inhibited when she is with others, especially women. Jacqueline Delubac may feel that the effort required to be with others is too great and probably not even worth it.
Jacqueline dislikes tense or frustrating situations and has a strong desire to free herself from them. Acting quickly at times, Jacqueline suddenly overcomes her inner inhibitions. Jacqueline Delubac also has the ability to aptly grasp difficult situations and to use them for her advancement.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jacqueline Delubac instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Jacqueline Delubac needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Jacqueline Delubac is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Jacqueline Delubac's growth. Jacqueline Delubac needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in trying to strike a balance between Delubac's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Jacqueline Delubac needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mars
Saturn Conjunct Sun/MC
Saturn Opposition Moon/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Uranus
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 4th house