Behind Gayda's rather cool, conservative, somewhat impersonal and businesslike demeanor (as described on the previous page), she is much more passionate and emotional. Jackie Gayda often conceals her vulnerability beneath a veneer of toughness or indifference.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, she is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Jackie Gayda is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and she only allows a special few into her inner world. Like a wary animal, she is cautious and mistrustful of those she does not know until "he sniffs them out". She is highly instinctive and intuitive. Jackie Gayda usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though she may be unable to clearly articulate why she feels the way she does. Her feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Jackie Gayda also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and she forms very intense love bonds and attachments. She is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that she perceives as a threat to her relationship with someone she loves. When Jackie Gayda commits herself to someone or something, she is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Jackie merges with or "marries" the person she loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for her, and often stormy and nasty. When Gayda has been wounded, she is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Jackie will most certainly never forget the hurt and she often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to her.
Whatever she does, Jackie does with passion and fervor, and she often goes to extremes. Gayda can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Gayda can also be very narrow-minded: either she is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for her at all. Rarely is Jackie Gayda emotionally detached and objective. She definitely has a fanatical streak. She is also immensely strong-willed and her tenacity in pursuing her objectives often borders on obsession. She is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.
Jackie Gayda loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Jackie never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Jackie Gayda tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.
Her career, reputation and public image are very important to Gayda. Jackie Gayda has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. She is not satisfied with the personal sphere alone; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Jackie Gayda may undervalue the personal or inner facet of life.
Gayda can be an inspiring leader of a team or group effort. Her dynamism and energy evokes the same in others, and she sees healthy competition between people as a plus. Generally, Jackie Gayda enjoys fine health as well.
She may be a bit high-strung and over-zealous in the pursuit of her endeavors. Gayda always seems to be in a hurry and has the ability to evaluate situations quickly. Jackie Gayda has a brilliant mind and possibly could invent something.
She is a bit impulsive and excitable and wants things done quickly. Jackie Gayda tends to be very impatient with anyone who is slower or less energetic than she is. Gayda will fight for what she wants but should guard against mishaps or accidents.
Her comprehension is exceptional and Jackie Gayda reacts to everything very quickly. Gayda shows deep respect for knowledge and feels that she must learn everything there is to know. Studying probably was encouraged early on and Jackie Gayda was raised to be successful.
Jackie Gayda has a great desire for freedom and independence and is subject to strong emotional tensions. She is very creative and forges ahead tirelessly. But Gayda tends to make the highest demands on her physical energy and is prone to over-stimulate her nerves.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Capricorn and Sun in Scorpio
Sun in Scorpio
Sun in 10th house
Sun Sextile Mars
Sun Conjunct Mercury/Uranus
Sun Conjunct Mars/Asc.
Sun Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus
Sun Conjunct Uranus/Pluto