Though Pantaeva may seem breezy, independent and freedom loving (as mentioned in the previous chapter), she is in fact not completely happy without a partner. She enjoys being on the move and exploring new territory, but wants a traveling companion! Pantaeva yearns for fulfilling, yet non-restricting relationships.
Harmony and balance are her keynotes. Irina Pantaeva instinctively understands the need to accommodate other people's interests and desires, and she is always fair and willing to meet others half way. Tactful, diplomatic, and quite socially aware, Irina does all she can to avoid conflict and discord. Her spirit is one of cooperation and compromise, and she often achieves through charm and discretion what would have been impossible to achieve with a direct, forceful approach.
Getting along with and pleasing others may be too important to Pantaeva since she can be too dependent on the approval and opinions of other to make her own decisions. Pantaeva will rarely act without seeking the counsel and feedback of other people. She prefers sharing and doing things with others rather than on her own. Being alone feels very unnatural to Irina Pantaeva, and she has a strong need for a partner and intimate one-on-one relationships.
Irina Pantaeva invests a great deal of her energy in personal love relationships and she is very idealistic and romantic about marriage. Irina Pantaeva seeks a partner who is her equal intellectually, and who is capable of a mental relationship as well as a physical and emotional one. She makes a thoughtful, considerate friend or lover, and she enjoys the traditional symbols of love - courtship, flowers, etc. Pantaeva perceives relationships like an art that requires time, attention and creative effort. Irina Pantaeva appreciates a partner who is subtle and polished, never coarse or blunt.
Fairness and equality, both in her personal relationships and in the world, are extremely important to her. If Irina Pantaeva fights about anything, it is often about something she feels is unfair and unbalanced. Balance is very important to Irina. She believes in moderation in all things and avoids fanaticism and extremism at all costs.
Irina Pantaeva also has a strong need for beautiful, harmonious surroundings and a natural sense of artistic style and grace, which is reflected in the way Pantaeva dresses and furnishes her home and workspace. Everything must be aesthetically pleasing and appropriate. Working with people as a counselor, advisor, consultant, or negotiator, or in an artistic field such as design or photography would be fulfilling to her.
Her career, reputation and public image are very important to Pantaeva. Irina Pantaeva has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. She is not satisfied with the personal sphere alone; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Irina Pantaeva may undervalue the personal or inner facet of life.
Realistic and practical, Irina Pantaeva sets goals for herself that are modest enough for her to actually achieve. She is able to tackle long, difficult projects and see them through, for Pantaeva possesses self-discipline, concentration and perseverance. Irina Pantaeva also has a strong sense of responsibility and is very conscientious about fulfilling her obligations. Pantaeva often does things because she feels it is expected of her.
Although she takes herself and her responsibilities seriously, there is also a part of Irina Pantaeva that rebels against rules and restrictions and the need to contend with outside authority. Pantaeva can feel torn between conforming to the rules or fulfilling her obligations, and breaking free of them. Her wilder side will now be described.
Innovative, original, unorthodox and unconventional, she identifies with the role of a rebel, reformer or iconoclast. Irina Pantaeva insists upon a great deal of personal freedom and does not easily adapt to others' needs and wishes. Irina needs a lifestyle that allows her to be spontaneous. She often feels that she is somehow different from other people and outside of society's mainstream.
Her deep comprehension and good powers of concentration give Irina Pantaeva the ability to judge matters wisely and prudently. She is a keen observer and also can be a persuasive speaker. Irina likes to be in control, but needs appreciation and recognition for her efforts.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Sagittarius and Sun in Libra
Sun in Libra
Sun in 10th house
Sun Trine Saturn
Sun aspects Saturn and Uranus
Sun Conjunct Uranus
Sun Conjunct Mercury/Pluto