challenges and difficulties
Blackman both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting herself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Honor, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Honor Blackman is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Blackman.
She is serious-minded and may have difficulty making light social conversation or participating in friendly, personal interchanges.
Honor Blackman tries to be strictly accurate and she is critical of people who exaggerate or talk on subjects they really know little about. Blackman withholds her thoughts and opinions until she has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Honor's silence discomforts others.
Her mental concentration is very good but her breadth of understanding may not be.
She is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Honor Blackman may withdraw from situations and people periodically.
Honor Blackman has a sense of duty and responsibility, but may find it difficult to make up her mind and come to a decision. Blackman is somewhat slow to act, and her need to be fully prepared inclines her to let good opportunities slip away at times.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Honor Blackman instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Honor Blackman needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Honor Blackman's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Blackman's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Honor Blackman is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Honor should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Honor Blackman can offer the world at large.
It is deep within herself, as Honor Blackman faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Honor Blackman keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Honor Blackman seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 3rd house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Jupiter
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto