challenges and difficulties
Heather has difficulty asserting her will and desires directly and openly. She may also suppress her anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in herself are important tasks for Mills.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Heather Mills does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Heather Mills must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Her faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Heather Mills has for her life are firmly held in check by her sense of reality. At times she may wish for more freedom, but Heather also fears it and holds back. Heather Mills may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for her own inhibitions.
She may feel inhibited in her relationships with others and give the impression of being unapproachable and wanting to keep her distance. Heather Mills thinks about her feelings for a long time before she expresses them to anyone and she tends to hide her inner self.
Very cautious and reserved, Heather Mills may find it difficult to express herself. She is a bit inhibited around others and does not seem to derive much cooperation from them, which causes Heather to be disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Heather Mills instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Heather Mills needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Heather Mills - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Mills tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Heather Mills is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Mills' most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Heather Mills needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is deep within herself, as Heather Mills faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Heather Mills keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Mills cooperates with others in a vigorous and energetic way. Her motto seems to be "one for all and all for one", and she feels strongly connected with others. In fact, Heather Mills looks upon other people as necessary for a worthwhile life.
Heather Mills is not in the least bit selfish and she has the ability to share the joy she feels with other people. Heather seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
Because of rigid and somewhat unpleasant family relationships, Heather Mills is inclined to seclude herself from others. She may prefer to live in archaic surroundings and may be interested in antiques.
Heather Mills seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. She is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where she may share her unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 12th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Mercury
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Asc.
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Mars
N. Node Opposition Venus/Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Asc.
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Pluto