challenges and difficulties
Harris Yulin often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Yulin.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Harris from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Harris Yulin feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Yulin remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Harris Yulin needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Harris accomplish this task.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Harris Yulin instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Harris Yulin needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Harris Yulin to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Harris Yulin needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Harris directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Yulin's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is in his relationships with others that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Harris Yulin between acting spontaneously and being true to himself versus modifying himself or his behavior to suit others. Harris Yulin seesaws between being inordinately concerned with his self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about him. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Yulin's task.
The following are specific activities that will support Harris Yulin in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Yulin, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Harris Yulin should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
Harris Yulin should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Harris Yulin has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Harris Yulin's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Harris may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
Harris has an inner need to share his experiences with others and he talks to his friends and acquaintances in a very open manner. Socially minded, Harris Yulin likes to cultivate close relationships, especially with women.
Harris Yulin is not in the least bit selfish and he has the ability to share the joy he feels with other people. Harris seems to have a gift for getting more reserved people to open up, teaching them how to give and receive love and affection.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 4th house
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Jupiter