challenges and difficulties
Verdon both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Gwen, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Gwen Verdon is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Verdon.
Gwen may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Gwen Verdon is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Verdon wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Gwen may find it difficult to express herself, thereby feeling inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships come across as strained. Conditions in Gwen Verdon's parental home may be oppressive and strained.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Gwen Verdon instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Gwen Verdon needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Gwen Verdon's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Verdon's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Gwen Verdon is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Gwen should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Gwen Verdon can offer the world at large.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Verdon's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
She is gay and cheerful in the company of others and happy to be with them. Gwen Verdon is fond of telling jokes and is likely to entertain everyone. Her relationships with others tend to be for a common purpose.
Gwen likes beautiful surroundings and knows how to create harmony in her environment. Gwen Verdon loves to be around people and has a strong desire to be influential in social circles.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Moon
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Asc.