challenges and difficulties
Trillini either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Giovanna Trillini may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Giovanna Trillini feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Giovanna from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Giovanna Trillini feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Trillini remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Giovanna Trillini needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Giovanna accomplish this task.
Because she lacks self-confidence, Giovanna Trillini has the feeling that her luck has abandoned her. She is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, place too much emphasis on wishful thinking, and then get disappointed when nothing happens.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Giovanna Trillini instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Giovanna Trillini needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Trillini's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Giovanna Trillini has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Giovanna Trillini needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Giovanna Trillini should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Her relationships with others may be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, Giovanna Trillini avoids opposition and escapes her responsibilities. In her relationships she is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Mars/Neptune