challenges and difficulties
Gigi Rice often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Rice.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Gigi Rice may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Gigi may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Gigi Rice may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her step!
Gigi Rice seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Gigi has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Gigi Rice may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Rice.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Gigi Rice instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Gigi Rice needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Gigi Rice needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Gigi's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Rice's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Gigi Rice to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Gigi Rice is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Gigi Rice needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is deep within herself, as Gigi Rice faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Gigi Rice keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
She is somewhat restless and nervous, but enjoys communicating with people and is constantly confronting others with her new ideas. Gigi has the ability to develop new relationships quickly and she can also be a stimulating force in group activities.
Gigi Rice loves to show off the strength that she possesses and she has a strong desire to dominate others. Gigi seems to have an exuberant craving for recognition and importance and a need to influence and lead large groups of people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Pluto