challenges and difficulties
Gelsey Kirkland takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Gelsey enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Gelsey Kirkland also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Gelsey may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Gelsey Kirkland is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Kirkland wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Gelsey Kirkland takes her ideals and dreams very seriously and goes through periods of fervent dedication to a lofty ideal or vision. Gelsey has the ability to acquire true spiritual or imaginative insight, but she can also become so involved in her imaginative, idealistic pursuits that she looses perspective and develops feelings of alienation and isolation.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Gelsey Kirkland instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Gelsey Kirkland needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Gelsey Kirkland's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Kirkland's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Kirkland's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Kirkland's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Kirkland's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Gelsey Kirkland needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Kirkland's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is deep within herself, as Gelsey Kirkland faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Gelsey Kirkland keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 12th house