challenges and difficulties
Gary Mavers often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Mavers.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Gary from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Gary Mavers feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Mavers remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Gary Mavers needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Gary accomplish this task.
His outlook on life is inclined to be somewhat negative and Gary Mavers tries to avoid relationships and social interaction as much as possible. There is a morose side to Gary's nature that makes him feel that no one cares about him, that life is difficult and perhaps not even worthwhile.
His disposition is somewhat melancholic and Gary Mavers may have a rather pessimistic outlook. Gary has an inner need to be alone and to engage in deep meditation. Gary Mavers takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from his mistakes.
Gary Mavers strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away and overthrow any thoughts of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in his life could suddenly wane, thereby leaving Mavers free to do his own thing.
Mavers is aware of his own shortcomings and is able to overcome many frustrations and limitations. He concentrates on his aims and goes about achieving them, even if he has to sacrifice something in the process.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Gary Mavers instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Gary Mavers needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Gary Mavers needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Gary's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Mavers' understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable Gary Mavers to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Gary Mavers is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Gary Mavers needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Gary Mavers has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Mavers will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Gary Mavers in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Mavers, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Gary Mavers should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
Gary Mavers should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Gary Mavers has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Gary Mavers' best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Gary may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Sun/MC
Saturn Opposition Mercury/MC
Saturn Opposition Uranus/MC
Saturn Opposition Pluto/MC
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon