challenges and difficulties
Torres both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Eve, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Eve Torres is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Torres.
Her childhood or her relationship with her parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Eve from allowing other people to get close to her in later life. Eve Torres feels that she was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether she actually was or not. Her early life - at least as Torres remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of her needs and feelings. Forgiving her parents and/or letting go of any resentments she has about the limitations that she experienced early in her life is crucial. Also, Eve Torres needs to build her own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into her home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Eve accomplish this task.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Eve Torres has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Eve Torres instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Eve Torres needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Eve Torres needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Eve's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Torres' understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Eve Torres to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Eve Torres is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Eve Torres needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Eve Torres is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Eve Torres thinks of others before she thinks of herself and is always ready to lend a helping hand. She is deeply concerned with the community she lives in, loves her family and relatives and has a strong need to maintain close relationships with them.
Eve Torres tends to have far-reaching associations and a strong desire to be involved with people of high society. She is likely to achieve great success through joint ventures with others and could do well in some form of political activity.
Torres is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when she is with others. Eve Torres is inclined to establish relationships with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Pluto
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Venus
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Neptune