challenges and difficulties
Evan has difficulty asserting his will and desires directly and openly. He may also suppress his anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in himself are important tasks for Seinfeld.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Evan Seinfeld does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Evan Seinfeld must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Evan Seinfeld has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but Evan also fears it and holds back. Evan Seinfeld may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Evan Seinfeld instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Evan Seinfeld needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Evan Seinfeld - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Seinfeld tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Evan Seinfeld is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Seinfeld's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Evan Seinfeld needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in his relationships with others that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Evan Seinfeld between acting spontaneously and being true to himself versus modifying himself or his behavior to suit others. Evan Seinfeld seesaws between being inordinately concerned with his self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about him. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Seinfeld's task.
Seinfeld makes a big impression on everyone he meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Evan Seinfeld very fascinating and he is likely to see himself as their model in groups or associations.
Evan Seinfeld seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. He is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where he may share his unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 12th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Opposition Venus/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Pluto