challenges and difficulties
Donovan either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Elisa Donovan may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Elisa Donovan feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Elisa Donovan does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Elisa Donovan must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
The side of Elisa Donovan that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Elisa finds it hard to relax. Elisa Donovan may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Donovan's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Elisa Donovan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Elisa Donovan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Elisa Donovan's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Donovan's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Donovan's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Donovan's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Donovan's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Elisa Donovan needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Donovan's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in her public life and career that Elisa Donovan is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Donovan's reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Elisa Donovan achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
She is likely to offer help and protection to people around her and promote moral values. Elisa Donovan stands up for social justice and unselfishly works for the good of her community. , Elisa Donovan refuses any kind of personal advantage and lives in harmony with everyone.
Donovan is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when she is with others. Elisa Donovan is inclined to establish relationships with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Neptune