challenges and difficulties
Wallach fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Eli Wallach may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Eli.
It may be difficult for Eli Wallach to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Eli may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Eli Wallach also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
The side of Eli Wallach that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with his urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension due to this, and at times Eli finds it hard to relax. Eli Wallach may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on himself, in an attempt to strictly control his "wild" impulses. Wallach's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in his life.
Eli Wallach strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away, over-throwing all thought of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in his live also could suddenly pass away, leaving Wallach free to do his own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Eli Wallach instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Eli Wallach needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Eli Wallach's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Wallach's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Wallach's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Wallach's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress he is likely to become overly focused on himself and his own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Wallach's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Eli Wallach needs to strike a balance between doing for himself and doing for others, by discovering how Wallach's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is deep within himself, as Eli Wallach faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Eli Wallach keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Eli Wallach in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Wallach, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Eli Wallach should be willing to become more of a free thinker, to experiment and change, to loosen his ties to tradition and the known and to allow for new developments. He needs to practice getting involved in an area involving new techniques, rapid changes and innovation. Eli can be part of the avant-garde promoting such changes - be it in science, music or social relationships. Eli Wallach has to be willing to be different and perhaps to be considered eccentric or odd.
He is very social and his relationships with others are very warm and expansive. It is essential for Eli's emotional welfare to be surrounded by people and he is an active member of groups or associations he belongs to.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Opposition Uranus/MC
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Jupiter