challenges and difficulties
Squires doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Dorothy is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Dorothy Squires does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Dorothy Squires must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is suspicious of groups, crowds, and social organizations. Squires is quick to pick up on social charades and insincerity and avoids the limelight and glamour. Dorothy Squires is direct and to the point in speech and manner, stubborn and inflexible, and often unwilling to communicate her innermost feelings and thoughts.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Dorothy Squires instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Dorothy Squires needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Dorothy Squires' path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Squires' actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Squires' life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Squires' ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Squires' focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Dorothy Squires needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Squires' unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Dorothy Squires has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Squires will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Dorothy Squires in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Squires, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Dorothy Squires has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Dorothy Squires has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Squires cooperates well with others and has the ability to give and receive stimulating suggestions. Dorothy Squires is always receptive to new ideas and ready for spontaneous group efforts. She seems to have instant recall and is likely to act just as quickly.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Pluto
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Uranus