challenges and difficulties
Didier Gustin often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Gustin.
It may be difficult for Didier Gustin to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Didier may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Didier Gustin also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Didier has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Didier Gustin needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Gustin will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Didier Gustin tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about his direction in life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, he is inclined to worry a lot. Because Gustin lacks the confidence to fight back, he may allow himself to become the victim of others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Didier Gustin instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Didier Gustin needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Didier Gustin benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Didier Gustin a sense of inner balance.
Didier Gustin has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Didier needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Gustin also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Didier Gustin has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Gustin will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Didier Gustin back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Escapism through fantasy, intoxicants, or passive, vicarious activities (television, movies, etc.), waiting for a miracle instead of taking constructive steps to help himself, aimlessness or an inability to make and keep commitments, and self deception regarding other people. Didier has a tendency to be a martyr.
Didier Gustin has a very affectionate attitude toward others and the capacity to love a lot of people. There probably is a very deep bond between Didier and his friends, and when he falls in love, Didier Gustin is likely to love just as deeply.
Didier Gustin often tends to feel sad and may sympathize with people who are "in the same boat". He is likely to cling to old things and wants to pass on his traditions.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Neptune/MC
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Venus/MC
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/MC