challenges and difficulties
Diana has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Kouassi.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Diana Kouassi works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy, with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
The side of Diana Kouassi that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension due to this, and at times Diana finds it hard to relax. Diana Kouassi may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Kouassi's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Diana Kouassi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Diana Kouassi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Diana Kouassi's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Kouassi's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Diana Kouassi is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Diana should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Diana Kouassi can offer the world at large.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Diana Kouassi has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Kouassi will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Diana Kouassi back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Diana Kouassi's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Diana Kouassi should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Kouassi's responsibility.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn