challenges and difficulties
Cosima Wagner both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Cosima Liszt, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Cosima Liszt-Wagner is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Cosima Wagner.
She is serious by nature, and may have difficulty making small talk or participating in friendly, personal exchanges.
Cosima Liszt-Wagner tries to be strictly accurate and is critical of people who exaggerate or discuss subjects they really know little about. Cosima Wagner withholds her thoughts and opinions until she has thought everything through quite thoroughly, and sometimes Cosima Liszt's silence discomforts others.
Her mental concentration is very good but her breadth of understanding may not be.
She is susceptible to deception by others and may encounter people who dissuade her from her objectives and try to use her vulnerability to their advantage. Cosima Liszt-Wagner should watch her relationships very carefully so she will not get seriously hurt or disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Cosima Liszt-Wagner instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Cosima Liszt-Wagner needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Cosima Liszt-Wagner - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Cosima Wagner tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Cosima Liszt-Wagner is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Cosima Wagner's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Cosima Liszt-Wagner needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in relationships that are more than superficial or casual - in particular in cases where Cosima Liszt-Wagner has merged emotionally, legally, or financially with another person - that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Cosima Wagner will see these issues arise in close partnerships of any kind, especially when there is a mutual dependency involved. Dealing with in-laws, inheritances, and legal matters involving joint custody, shared assets, and resources is also a part of this.
The following are specific activities that will support Cosima Liszt-Wagner in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Cosima Wagner, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Cosima Liszt-Wagner's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Cosima Wagner's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Cosima Liszt.
Cosima Liszt has an inner need to share her experiences with others and she talks to her friends and acquaintances in a very open manner. Socially minded, Cosima Liszt-Wagner likes to cultivate close relationships, especially with women.
Cosima Liszt likes to be constantly on the go and tends to have a hectic family life. She knows how to eliminate competition, but should guard against rising to the top in her position at the expense of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 3rd house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/Asc.
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 8th house
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Opposition Moon/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/MC