challenges and difficulties
Columba Bush takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort, and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Columba enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Columba Bush also fears entrapment in close relationships.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Columba Bush does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Columba Bush must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Columba Bush takes her ideals and dreams very seriously and goes through periods of fervent dedication to a lofty ideal or vision. Columba has the ability to acquire true spiritual or imaginative insight, but she can also become so involved in her imaginative, idealistic pursuits that she looses perspective and develops feelings of alienation and isolation.
Columba Bush becomes tense and upset rather easily. She becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In her eagerness to see her inspirations materialize, Bush is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving her goals. Her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Around others Bush is somewhat humble and shy and prefer to be by herself. Columba Bush tends to limit her relationships with others and associates only with like-minded people. She is inclined to be cool and reserved even toward those she loves.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Columba Bush instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Columba Bush needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Columba Bush's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Bush's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Bush's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Bush's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Bush's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Columba Bush needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Bush's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Bush's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Columba Bush needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Columba Bush back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Bush's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow her energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
Columba Bush has a strong desire to share her opinions with others and is inclined to seek out people who have the same ideas that she has. She may enjoy studying and developing her intellectual interests with them.
Bush makes a big impression on everyone she meets and has the ability to attract many people. Others find Columba Bush very fascinating and she is likely to see herself as their model or example in groups or associations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune
Saturn Square Uranus
Saturn Opposition Venus/N. Node
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Opposition Mercury/MC
N. Node Opposition Venus/Pluto