challenges and difficulties
Coco Miller has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Miller knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Coco Miller may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Coco must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Coco Miller does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Coco Miller must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Coco Miller has a serious outlook on life and a tendency to dwell on her own flaws as well as those of everyone else. Miller may be rather reserved with people and may find it difficult to express herself, thereby leaving a more negative impression than she intended.
Coco Miller strongly rebels against any restrictions and may have the desire to break away and overthrow any thoughts of responsibility. On the other hand, limitations in her life could suddenly wane, thereby leaving Miller free to do her own thing.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Coco Miller instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Coco Miller needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Coco Miller copes with stress. Coco Miller also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Coco Miller to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Coco Miller between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Coco Miller seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Miller's task.
Miller always looks to establish relationships with groups or associations and has the ability to blend in unobtrusively. Coco Miller has a way of integrating the needs and feelings of others, while taking into consideration the proceedings of the association.
She is very social, loves artistic events and entertainment, and has the ability to show her feelings without reservation. Coco Miller probably found joy in learning things early in life and she stays close to her family and other relations.
Coco Miller tends to associate with weak or negative people and is inclined to find most of her relationships rather unfulfilling. Feeling like an outsider, Miller gets the impression that others try to restrain her.
Because of certain people and circumstances in her environment, Coco Miller may sometimes find it difficult to follow her ambitions. It could be to Coco's advantage to sever her relationships with those who control or try to abuse her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mercury
Saturn Conjunct Uranus/MC
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Mercury
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Pluto