challenges and difficulties
Petacci either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Clara Petacci may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Clara Petacci feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Clara Petacci does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Clara Petacci must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Her faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by much caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Clara Petacci has for her life are firmly held in check by her sense of reality. At times she may wish for more freedom, but Clara also fears it and hang back. Clara Petacci may blame practical limitations or some external condition or the prevailing Authority for her own inhibitions.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Clara Petacci should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and follow good health habits in order to maintain overall resistance to illness.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Clara Petacci instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Clara Petacci needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Clara Petacci - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Petacci tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Clara Petacci is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Petacci's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Clara Petacci needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is deep within herself, as Clara Petacci faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Clara Petacci keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Clara Petacci has a vivacious and lively manner with a tendency to shock others at times by bluntly blurting out her remarks. Clara loves to be with people, but tends to get overly excited when she is with them.
Her conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Petacci's discussions is likely to be about working on and incorporating educational matters.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 12th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Neptune
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Mars