challenges and difficulties
Goose fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Claire Goose may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Claire.
Her fears revolve around money and material security, and Claire Goose works very hard to ensure that her assets are solid. She may be very conservative, even stingy, with her money because she is afraid there will not be enough. She may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Once she decides what she wants to do, Claire Goose will pursue her goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for her deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Claire feel a little out of step with others. Claire Goose takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Claire feels and how driven she is about the things that are important to her. Claire Goose has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to her, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
At times Claire Goose struggles with nebulous worries and insecurities, fears which may be difficult to name. Mostly, she may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of her mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Claire Goose has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if her religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting herself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Claire occasionally.
Because of her inner reserve and basic shyness, Claire Goose appears to lack adaptability and is a bit inhibited in dealing with other people. Her approach is somewhat serious and it is difficult for Claire to face the public.
Claire Goose tends to be very sensitive to her surroundings and is strongly influenced by the prevailing conditions around her. Claire may feels that she has more obligations than she can properly handle, and that it is hopeless to even try.
Claire Goose has a tendency to think on the dark side, is somewhat gloomy and touchy and easily disappointed. She may find it hard to keeps her attention on the real world and could become obsessed with strange ideas and fanciful beliefs.
Basically shy, Claire may become a bit inhibited when talking with other people. Claire Goose tends to withdraw from others and likes to live a humble, quiet live in seclusion. She may get involved with a group of a secretive nature, although Goose is not one to join groups in general.
Claire Goose has a desire to break away from tradition and to free herself from restricting conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, she may suddenly become inhibited before she initiates her objectives, which could work out to Goose's disadvantage.
Claire Goose tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about her direction of life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, she is inclined to worry a lot. Because Goose lacks the confidence to fight back, she may allow herself to become the victim of other people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Claire Goose instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Claire Goose needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Claire Goose to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Claire Goose needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Claire directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Goose's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Goose's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Claire Goose in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Goose, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Claire Goose should become more aware of the spiritual side of life and its underlying unity by getting involved in charitable activities and opening up her psychic channels. Meditation that develops Goose's intuitive abilities, as well as learning about the unseen side of life through her own dream experiences or altered states of awareness, can be important steps in Claire's path.
Moreover, musical and artistic or imaginative endeavors will be important to her.
Her nature is a bit restless and unpredictable and because of this, others may see Claire as somewhat unstable. Claire Goose is inclined to involve herself with unusual enterprises and tends to become overly excited in the presence of other people.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Opposition Sun/N. Node
Saturn Opposition Moon/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Neptune
Saturn Opposition Mercury/N. Node
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Uranus
Saturn Opposition Neptune/MC
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Uranus