challenges and difficulties
Harris both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting herself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Ciara, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Ciara Harris is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Harris.
Harris is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Ciara Harris does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Ciara Harris better than being with groups of her own peers.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Ciara Harris instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Ciara Harris needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Ciara Harris benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives Ciara Harris a sense of inner balance.
Ciara Harris has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... Ciara needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Harris also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding herself in her daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Harris' inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Ciara Harris needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Ciara Harris back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Ciara sometimes abuses her own power to use others to her own selfish ends.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 11th house
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Pluto