challenges and difficulties
Keeler either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Christine Keeler may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Christine Keeler feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Christine Keeler does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Christine Keeler must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
She is serious and sincere about her interests, does not accept superficial answers and is not easily placated. Christine wants her inspirations to become reality and she does not mind upsetting a few apple carts in the process. Christine Keeler becomes impatient with others for being hesitant to implement new ideas and take action, and her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Christine Keeler has a tendency to be overly critical of herself. She may be plagued by feelings of guilt about certain past events, leading to further self-doubt. Christine must learn to handle her frustration, depression and discontent and try to overcome her lack of self-confidence.
Christine wants to go her own way and tends to withdraw into herself. She prefers to be alone and tends to cut herself off from other people. Christine Keeler may be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Christine Keeler instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Christine Keeler needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Christine Keeler copes with stress. Christine Keeler also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Christine Keeler to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Christine Keeler should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Mars
Saturn Opposition N. Node/MC
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 5th house