challenges and difficulties
Chris Mancini has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. He is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that he discourages himself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Mancini knows it should be done.
He frequently over analyze or pick things apart mentally. Chris Mancini may be something of a hypochondriac also. Chris must learn that he does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax his unnecessarily high or strict standards.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Chris Mancini works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy, with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Chris Mancini tends to have a pessimistic outlook and he seems to be plagued by deep inner conflicts, which could severely undermine his strength. Self-critical and uncertain about his goals, Chris feels that he cannot live up to his ideals and end up disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Chris Mancini instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Chris Mancini needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Chris Mancini - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Mancini tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Chris Mancini is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Mancini's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Chris Mancini needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Chris Mancini is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Chris Mancini needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Mancini.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/Pluto
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 9th house