challenges and difficulties
Crane doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Cheryl is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Cheryl Crane does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Cheryl Crane must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Her vitality tends to be a bit low and Cheryl may have to fight against the tendency to be inactive. Easily discouraged, Cheryl Crane is inclined toward pessimism. Perhaps her upbringing was too authoritative, causing problems in her relationships with her parents.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Cheryl Crane instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Cheryl Crane needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cheryl Crane's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Crane's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Cheryl Crane is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Cheryl should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Cheryl Crane can offer the world at large.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Cheryl Crane needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Cheryl Crane should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The following are specific activities that will support Cheryl Crane in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Crane, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Cheryl Crane has to learn to communicate and express herself through the written or spoken word. It is best for Cheryl to study, learn skills and develop her intellectual interests and capacities. Crane needs to become involved in sharing and exchanging information with others and in developing her intellectual reasoning ability. Cheryl Crane should practice using her mind, her thinking skills and her ability to be objective. "Work smarter, not harder" might be a motto for her.
Writing, teaching, recording, transcribing, dialoguing, negotiating, mediating, communicating, or facilitating clear communication are significant activities for Cheryl Crane to pursue.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mars
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Mercury