challenges and difficulties
Celia has difficulty asserting her will and desires directly and openly. She may also suppress her anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in herself are important tasks for Johnson.
Celia Johnson has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life that colors everything she does. Caution and realism are her virtues though Celia limits herself at times by being too careful, shy or fearful, not believing in herself enough, or lacking the required assertiveness. Others find Celia Johnson difficult to get to know intimately, as Johnson tends to distance herself from them or to outwardly adopt a rather stern, "adult" demeanor.
Celia Johnson tends to experience inner conflicts between her responsibilities and her desires. Johnson may give preference to duties over desires, which makes it very difficult for her to be truly happy.
Celia Johnson has a tendency to think on the dark side, is somewhat gloomy and touchy and easily disappointed. She may find it hard to keeps her attention on the real world and may become obsessed with strange ideas and fanciful beliefs.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Celia Johnson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Celia Johnson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Celia Johnson needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Celia's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Johnson's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Celia Johnson to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Celia Johnson is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Celia Johnson needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in trying to strike a balance between Johnson's inner, personal life and her career or involvement with the world at large that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Celia Johnson needs to focus attention on her home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Celia Johnson back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Excessive thinking, rationalizing or talking, the overuse or misuse of Johnson's intellectual abilities and the tendency to allow her energy to be dissipated in trivial activities.
The following are specific activities that will support Celia Johnson in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Johnson, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Celia Johnson's path to wholeness involves confronting her dark and hidden recesses, bringing them out into the open, and transforming herself in the process. Healing abilities develop as a result of Johnson's willingness to experience and transform deep emotions such as grief, anger, and pain. Furthermore, bringing light to the darkness and pain in the world without becoming overwhelmed by it is a significant challenge for Celia.
She is well mannered and has a kind, helpful and obliging nature. Celia Johnson is very social, loves to entertain and enjoys talking with people. Celia feels mentally in tune with others and makes a good companion.
Celia Johnson tends to pick her friends and associates very carefully and is always on the lookout for responsible and congenial people. This enables Celia Johnson to feel secure with her colleagues and enjoy good relationships with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Opposition Moon/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Neptune
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun
N. Node Opposition Mercury
N. Node Conjunct Pluto
N. Node Opposition Sun/Mercury
N. Node Opposition Sun/MC